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Huuuuuu busy like ...... okay I am so tempted to whack out that f word. HAHA.

But seriously, having 4 ongoing graded group projects is no joke. The reason why the coursework is so immense is coz out of my core modules I only have 1 which is examine-able.. Yeah initially I kinda rejoiced I only have one examination for my core mod but I totally forgotten that everything comes at a price. You have no exams, you get shitloads of projects, how's that! Okay tbh, I prefer the latter coz it's group work and there's no need to be victimized by that damned bell curve hahahaha.

So, imagine having proj meetings one day after another.. back-to-back, face-to-face, computer-to-computer. Then imagine going home every other day having to work your already-drained brains to do research and reports and case assignments. It's like I'm in a constant state of working and I have no freaking break on my physical and mental being! IS THIS INSANE. And I think we've already exhausted all means of communication for our project meetings. You name it, we've used it. Physical meetings, online meetings, Skype meetings, Google docs meetings.. And Facebook!!! YEAH. Do you know that we could actually send attachments via Facebook? I just found out like a month ago.

By now, you might have thought that I would probably not have much revision to deal with since most of the work assigned to me are projects... uhh BIG WRONG. Non-examine-able modules but with pre-terms, mid-terms, post-terms test okay!! And let's not forget about the electives I'm taking: Natural Hazards. interesting but involves lots of memorizing and is made so so SO complex with all the geological jargons; and Korean, which obviously needs lots of practice!
So basically I STILL have to study admist all the projects I'm having. Which means....... Less sleep time for me. ROCKING!

My schedule book is being packed to the brim with my everyday agenda filled up with so many things, school-related or not. Gradually, I've found my house becoming more like a hotel to me. I just want a day for myself to rest at home and do nothing... Just a day will do.

Sadly, my recess break didn't give me this opportunity.
RECESS WAS A LIE. I found myself having more school-related things to do over that 7 days. I was having project meetings almost everyday can you imagine how horrible could it have been.

I think I would have sunk into the waves of depression if my life was fully occupied by only schoolwork coz the workload is really insane. But thankfully, it isn't. I'm could still make time to go out with friends and attend gakkai activities, and get myself away from all these insanity.

Anyway, wanted to blog about Ayu's 3D concert but I have no time for it too bad.

Wanted to blog about Westlfe's too. Again, I've got no time. TOO BAD.

Having ranted so much, I might have been seen as being absolutely hating my life right now lol but no lah I'm just being grumpy about the truckloads of work to do and which never clears. Otherwise, I really do not hate what I'm doing. In fact, I love my business specialization right now, coz I can feel my passion being realized here and I really like what I'm studying. I just dislike the fact that I'm not being given enough time to do what I have to do.

Life's been great, by the way. Just too busy!!!

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I'm Here Again!

I decided to join Chingay!!! Once again :) I was actually struggling in the midst of making my decision. But seeing how my fellow NTUSDers are willing to take up this challenge, it'll be quite a shame for me not to challenge myself. Even Kana & Aya are joining!!! I mean, for an annual national CNY thing that half of the Chinese population probably don't even give a damn about, these Japanese students are taking interest in it. As Chinese ourselves, shouldn't we do some reflections?
But yeah. It's really hard to balance between so many many commitments.. And not mentioning that I've joined AIESEC too, which will make me busier than ever. I might be insane coz I'm actually thinking about taking up tuition now. HAHA. I need to save up to go for exchange at Soka Uni for INSTEP!!! Gogogogogo

Anyway, I HAVE to mention that my weekend was burst. Coz there were so many things going on and I still can't believe that I had to go to school this morning (yes, Sunday) for an interview and I will be going back to school AGAIN tomorrow (YES, for another interview). stabs. Kinda regretted not applying for hall! Cannot keep on crashing zz's hall like I'm some hall PR.

So what's new... Ohya. TT became our president. What to say lor. I can only T.T

Recently I just have too many things to do but I really feel very happy.
It feels great being able to catch a right balance between school and my social life.. And every weekend when I review my diary, I always feel very accomplished.

Happy happyyyy hahahha.

Ah. Tomorrow I shall go Rebel with the exchange students :D

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I'm so sorry I didn't have time to blog about my summer break. But the 3 months of holiday was really a blast for me. I did many things, and I truly enjoyed every single bit of it! From my Beijing exchange, to course mates outing, to rss steamboat gathering, to ntusd ywd gathering, to the batam trip with the 2 siaozharbos, to more shopping and gatherings and and dramas and more shopping and gathering and dramas and..... Just more shopping and gathering and dramas!!!

Well, memories are kept in my photo albums anyway. It was really a summer break which I would not forget:)

So... Year 2 has started and life is as busy as ever. I'm separated from most of my course mates as we're all doing different specializations now, and I am really deprived of good looking guys to look at now.

But I found a new eye candy elsewhere.....somehow, just somewhere outside nbs.... If you could figure. Heart blossoming~~~ hahahah!

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OMG I MISS JC DAYS.
I MISS 2408!

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I typed a long entry. And then I decided to delete everything... Becoz I don't want people to know hahahahaaa I'll rather keep everything in my memory:D

3 papers down!!! The past 2 weeks have been like hell for me I don't remember sleeping more than 5 hours everyday except for today when I freaking overslept omgz thank goodness Daddy was at home and he drove me to school!

Went to the chinese embassy to apply for visa the Stats paper today, wearing shorts and carrying a bagpack gosh we were like outcasts at Raffles X coz we were surrounded by working professionals left right up down and YES NOBODY WEARS SHORTS OVER THERE.

Anyway, the staff there were ass-rude I felt like slapping them hard on the faces. The worst thing was, there was this bimbo WHO SPOKE TO ME IN HER ASS-LOUSY INCOMPREHENSIBLE ENGLISH WHEN I TALKED TO HER IN MANDARIN. Chicken nuggets!!! You don't show off your English to a Singaporean who's learned this language for her entire life ok zzzzzzz

4 days to prepare for my last paper! The first thing that I wanna do after my exams is to go shopping with my mom:) Next is to meet up with all my friends!!! OMG how long have I NOT seen Yuewen twinsie Cindy Chew I hope they haven't forgotten me I will be very upset lol.

Going to Beijing University for exchange on 27th May hope it won't clash with Ted and Logan's summer internships and they will be able to join us. Odola clique meet-up in China! How fun:D

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OMGZ APRIL LIAOZ

Realized I've left all my self-discipline in JC and never found it back... Sure I'm really really busy and tied down with a lot a lot A LOT of presentations and projects but other people have the same amount of time as me so why can they do it but I can't! I should stop finding excuses for myself, stop stoning every free time I get to have, stop arguing with project mates over differing opinions and just remain zen coz it saves a lot of time. Lol. It is until recently that I appreciate the existence of guys in project groups coz they're much nicer people to work with since most of the time they don't do work LOL. I'm not saying that my current team of project members isn't good but our personalities are too different and we tend to take different extreme views which makes it hard for us to come to consensus for our points. BUT ANYHOW, WE ARE GONNA OWN THE MARKETING PRESENTATIONS HOKAYYYYYYYYYYY JUST YOU WATCH!!!:)

Went to Jurong kaikan just now for dmkk and suddenly got recharged after all the mere 4 hours of sleep for consecutive days which left me as dead as a zombie. Thankyou for the encouragement:)

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Pray for Japan

Everyone please pray for Japan... Not for your nintendo, not for your animes and mangas, not for your idols, but please do so for the sake of humanity. They have built up from the scratches ever since WWII ended, and it seems like they have been hit with another crisis second to that they had face. My heart goes out to all of them... I have a mentor there, I have friends over there, my comrades are there, and the families and friends of the SUJ students are there too. Since Friday, I've been talking to some of my Japanese friends and they are really constantly living in anxiety as they await one aftershock after another. It's extremely scary to experience a quake every few minutes or so. Even if the parts of the country where they are in seem to be not that affected, seeing how their fellow citizens are struggling to live each minute really depresses them. Japan is a country very close to my heart and I wish I can do something significant to help them. But... I can't. I can only send my prayers to each and every one of them over there. It's extremely devasting how even an advanced country like this still could not escape the torments of nature. But I have confidence in them, because the country is managing the crisis very finely from what I've read. Earth, as long as you stop teasing, they will be fine. They will get over this.

「どんなに闇の深い夜でも
かならず明日は来るから」

だから
もっと強くなる

がんばれ
日本のみんなでがんばれ生きろ
もうきっと乗り越えるから

何もできないけれど
いつも無事を祈ります

一日でもはやく
みんなが元に戻れますように祈りながら…

Everyone please stay strong, please remain safe.
Because going back to what always perks me up, no matter how dark the night is, tomorrow will always come. Because winter always turns to spring.

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Crashed NTU HOC Dance though i'm not staying in hall hahaha.
These are the champions from hall 1:))) Totally amazing, thanks for bringing back old school!!

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GRIEF

Grieving over the loss of my precious time for socializing and OTHER work while I constantly bombarded myself with the word "grief" for dayyyys and over the weekend just to do this damned critique. Mind you, this is like an advanced level of the AQ we did it JC lol just imagine how sucky it is. It's not even project work.. just an individual assignment and it's killing all of us. WHAT A GRIEF (ㅠ.ㅠ)

Okay.. can't wait to get this over and done with so that I can take a good rest (and thereafter catch up w school work -.-)! Totally drained.
ah... can't wait for my term break next week<3

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Before I forget.

Blogging from phone.

So the year has started and let my faltering memory recap what I've done so far. Hmmmmmm actually I can't remember myself doing anything other than the fact that I watched a lot a lot of dramas oooooh Secret Garden(￣▽￣)/

And then had a few meetups, joined Chingay which was yet another fun-filled event which has allowed me to know more people!! I permed ny super long hair and look more cao lao now, and also met up with YueWen this busy woman a few times! Also, Chinese new year came and I hardly won any money this year lol but that's okay coz my favourite aunty, whom some of you may know, gave me 100dollars outside my angbao money hehe. I spent a few buckets of money recently coz of so many gatherings ahhhh not to mention JYJ's concert is coming soon! Also, V day came and went and unlike previous years in schools, nobody gives out chocolates to friends anymore ah sad sad but the guys were uber nice to get us girls roses! Sweeeeeeet^__^!!! Had a fabulous dinner at Chanko Nada where I tasted some of the BEST nabe ever! Price is exorbitant but no worries coz the portion is too...lol a nabe for 2 can easily fill 3 I can say. Atmosphere was lovely too:)

Finally, yesterday met up with the rs clique! Went to nihon mura to eat bufFAT and I must admit that I initially didn't want to go coz of irking school work.. But guilt took over me and I went, and I'm glad I did. As usual, guys were guys who were in their own army talks which forever won't get to us girls haha but it was really more than comfortable being with them even though it's like that but I guess that is why this clique is so unique. I really hope for everything to stay in tact while each one of us live our own lives. Things happen and as we take on different paths in our lives, we allow more people to enter into our circles of friends and probably get drifted away from each other at some point in time.. But as we all grew up together, being exposed to more complexities in life and realizing that some of us have changed, what made us cliqued in the first place? Actually, thinking about it, I really have got no idea coz we all don't really have a distinctive common point other than the fact that we're all from the school by the river but.... Let us all take baby steps back to where things were like before, can we? Perhaps we would never be able to find back those innocence but at least we will be able to smile to each other from the bottom of our hearts each time we meet. It's tiring to face people whom you once share so many lovely moments with in negavity. I may not be in a position to say anything but I'm saying these because these are the friends I would want to be with forever and of course I would try to do so too no matter how hard it is;) ooooh yes happy birthday Andy Neo!

Had a short study session with Twinsie yesterday too and we went amk lib awww how I miss studying with them! Things are all good here in ntu but it's just this kind of familiarity where even silence doesn't feel awkward that I miss so much.

Okay what about school... all I can say is that I ended my holidays having a holiday mood and am now still in partying mood ahhh it just doesn't feel right this sem!! My uni clique is still following the same tutorial and seminar slots as me so I'm happy. But very sad thaat next year we're gonna be separated when all of us choose our specialization :((

Oh and I changed phone haha I love the Android os so muchies!



Say helloooooo to my miki-chan^^ lol the kim joowon icon was just being put there for fun. Love playing with this app recently.

Okie that's it! This must be the most incoherent post ever. And I can't believe that I just blogged on my phone. Lol

Oh last thing. I'm coughing like a siao zhar bo now urgh I hate falling sick

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